Well, this is an update.
More so for something to take front place on my journal here on DeviantArt.

Didn't really wanna delete them.

Part of my history ye know? Plus I didn't even remember most of the things off the top of my head, so it's a good way to keep my memories intact.

Tch.

Well, life recently has been pretty boring.

Work.
Go home, then sit around.
Sometimes hang out with a few people.
Party.

Mmm, anything new...

Getting a new car.
Business venture with Barclay and Dodger (Hookah lounge + cafe)
Learning guitar again.
Maybe moving out.

Doubt the latter. I'd feel bad for leaving Joel out on his own. He can't take care of himself.

He needs to get a real job.

Besides all that, been a bit out of it. Not really feeling like much.
I'm stuck in a routine, and the sad part is that I can identify it and I have this almost outside perspective on it as if I'm looking over it. Still can't do anything about it.

Don't feel like doing even that.


Been doing a lot of that lately really. The looking back and reminiscing that is.



Holy shit.



Never thought I'd be here. Not this way, not with this, not without everything.
It's funny how life changes. You have plans? Say "Fuck them" while you can. No matter any sort of planning you have, life can and will change at the drop of a hat.

Completely.

Around this time last year, I was around my friends, I thought I had my personal life set, I was winging it and bouncing around, I had no relationship with my family, I was broke, and I was making a cake and hanging decorations.

Now, a year later.

I'm still around my friends, but the group has changed and skewed.
Personal life is gone. Fifteen different reasons why. Needless to say, I'm sad but have closure in a sick, twisted sorta way. Now the next many years of my life are lacking of any sort of resolve or substance.
No longer winging it or bouncing around for the most part. Settled here in Knoxville for the next year or so but that's very likely to change.
I've developed some sorta relationship with my family recently. They've gotten to miss me and I suppose I've gotten to miss them as well.
Not so broke anymore. Actually have a good deal of cash flow. Got a bomb ass job with better things coming with it.

Cake wasn't made. Decorations not bought and not hung. Not by me anyway.

Hmm...

Well, I think this'll be it for now.